You preach about us getting back together, this is not an attack or rant against you, fact of the matter after the night I had, I couldn't give 2 shits. He could never be me, what I was and am becoming in the good sense, not that you would know.
So tonight at work, Mike and I kept playing mind games on each other and had fun at work, albeit at one point he confessed to me whats going on with him and Cassie, Mike is an old friend from high school, Cassie an old friend from Timmy's when I worked at Wendy's, now i am stuck between a rock and a hard place, I mean I always keep secret what everybody tells me, I've been the go-to guy on and off for 8 years, but when one friend may be hurt by the situation, is it my place to speak up or let him tell her himself? GAH!!!! Anyways, after my shift was over and Mike had left, Cassie and I were talking, I didn't tell her and it pained me when she told me she knew something was up, didnt ask me if i knew, thank God, cause I won't lie. I mean would I be lying to protect her or betray her trust? Double GAH!
Anyways, i have an offer from jay to come over after he's done at midnight and see Amityville Horror (remake that I saw in theatres with E----) and the new karate action hero movie, I forget his name. Plus I need to hear back from Shane, atleast the dinner at a sushi restaurant with the group (Shane, Joanne, Charlene and such) has been put off till I can a) afford it and b) it wont be the day or two after my ex went there. Also, tonight, Cassie told me an honest assessment of how her and Matt (the guy she was with for years); ended 8-9 months ago, and it sounded eerily familiar and an honest brutally honest answer so I have things to think about.