Ta-Da! No offense anyone, just had to post on last night *smiles*
2005-10-28 - 6:30 a.m.
Dear Journal:
So I am going into work early cause apparently I will have deliveries that need to be put away, then get to start my first solo shift but I made plenty of notes yesterday to prepare and last nighton the impromptu call-in, I showed that I know what I am doing by watching before, I applied the hands on knowledge to clean the one fryer from memory and instincts alone, what can I say?
So immediately after getting off work at 4, come home, shower and off to the Pen, to meet Shane and Mike (not my coworker Mike), for dinner and The Legend of Zorro (boo-ha-ha),
So I loaned Cody & Kevin my network book for church so they can analyze me on who they know I am, get it back, give it to Shane on Sunday, get it back from him asap after Sunday so I can then do my homework before wednesday for next network. In the meantime, waiting for that network book, I may just focus on the books I have to read and 2 of which have personal evaluations.
Now comes for the blushing part sortof lol, small group went great last night, I got a high comment by two great friends, I am also more open and talkative, have had some great talks with Shane including Wednesday at Timmy's after Network at Harbour, and also at Small Group, when it came time to say closing prayers, I chimed in and made my own as I felt ready and believe it went well, even got reassurance from Kevin online after, and I made a prayer request for something everyone in the room mentioned, of course mine went out to that lovely young boy Hunter and his family, I feel a lot more confident, on my feet and while some things still haunt me, due to the whole tortured soul aspect of yours truly, I refuse to live a double life anymore.
PS Movie group saturday, hopefully with Robin in attendance, I will be bringing With Honors and I can get out of a stupid drinking party at Cassie's house and having a drinking contest with Mike and Dollar, cause I know I can drink them both under the table, the emotional issues I have been struggling with and getting over, whenever I have had a beer or two, my tolerance has greatly lowered from a year ago Devils Night, so when I get around to be strong enough, my tolerance will take care of itself once again.
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